Down Bad

Did you really beam me up? In a cloud of sparkling dust Just to do experiments on Tell me I was the chosen one Show me that this world is bigger than us Then sent me back where I came from For a moment, I knew cosmic love Now I'm down bad, crying at the gym Everything comes out teenage petulance "Fuck it if I can't have him" "I might just die, it would make no difference" Down bad, waking up in blood Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up Fuck it if I can't have us I might just not get up I might stay down bad Fuck it if I can't have him Down bad Fuck it if I can't have him Did you take all my old clothes? Just to leave me here naked and alone In a field in my same old town That somehow seems so hollow now They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about the existence of you For a moment, I was heaven struck Now I'm down bad, crying at the gym (Crying at the gym) Everything comes out teenage petulance "Fuck it if I can't have him" (Fuck it if I can't have him) "I might just die, it would make no difference" Down bad, waking up in blood (Waking up in blood) Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up Fuck it if I can't have us I might just not get up I might stay down bad Like I lost my twin Fuck it if I can't have him (Down bad) Down bad Waving at the ship Fuck it if I can't have him I loved your hostile takeovers Encounters closer and closer All your indecent exposures How dare you say that it's- I'll build you a fort on some planet Where they can all understand it How dare you think it's romantic Leaving me safe and stranded 'Cause fuck it, I was in love So fuck you if I can't have us 'Cause fuck it, I was in love Now I'm down bad, crying at the gym (Crying at the gym) Everything comes out teenage petulance "Fuck it if I can't have him" (Can't have him) "I might just die, it would make no difference" Down bad, waking up in blood (Waking up in blood) Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up Fuck it if I can't have us I might just not get up I might stay down bad Like I lost my twin Fuck it if I can't have him (Down bad) Down bad Waving at the ship Fuck it if I can't have him Like I lost my twin Fuck it if I can't have him Down bad Waving at the ship Fuck it if I can't have him